Torn
By abbyweyr July 2011
Inspired by TWS by Stephenie Meyer
And fan fiction
As a boy life was simple
Baseball or piano practice
Was all I was torn between
As a youth life a little more complicated
College and law or army soldier
Was all I was torn between
As a newborn immortal
Back to simple things
Torn between human or animal blood
Instinct and thirst great for human blood
Respect and love for Carlisle
Overcame instinct, satisfied with animal blood
Until hearing the thirst from two others
Added to my own became
Torn between leaving or staying with family
Left family to take human blood
From human monsters
Torn between rapist or murders
Human blood did not fill
The empty hole from
Tearing apart family
Returned to repair the tear in family
Returned to animal blood
Torn no more between family or human blood
Until
One January day in biology class
Hit with the most delicious scent
Torn between kill now or later my singer
Kill all the classmate witnesses or
Kill the secretary or follow her home
Torn between kill quickly or slowly my singer
Follow the path of Carlisle
Follow natural instinct
Torn between kill singer or deny bloodlust
Expose the whole family
Tear a hole in family
Torn between kill singer or leave family
Leave hole in family
Return to family and singer
Torn between stay away or risk exposure
Who is this insignificant human girl child
To awaken thirst for human blood?
Torn between stay away or return home
Return to repair hole in family and me
Control and discipline paramount
Torn between satisfy curiosity or bloodlust
Discovered who this insignificant girl child is
She opened my world to the love of a mate
Torn between bloodlust and safety
Constant throat burn being near her
Stay near or leave
Torn between thirst and keeping her safe
Always, no matter what, keep her safe.
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