13 January 2018

Small decisions

Small decisions are harder. Big ones you can gather info and list pro/con and decide and pray for confirmation. Small ones...harder to gather info, pro and con not so clear, other things may impact the pro/con so harder to evaluate now and wonder if wait or not. And we've been told in modern scripture that some things are our decision to make. 

I know I overthink things at times, maybe all the time. I know that some things won't matter in the long run. And still my anxiety kicks up a notch and flutter around a decision or sit nearly paralyzed just looking at it without making one. Know that most aren't cast in stone and can be changed. Maybe I should reread my own poem about change again. 

This is where having a friend to talk with can help clarify the difference between the forest and the trees, preferable in person. 

Moving has brought up lots of smaller decisions. Though they are a part of daily life. Today feeling a little off, physically and mentally. Got up, had breakfast and went back to bed for few hours. Time to get dressed and get out of room, do something simple like gas in the car, maybe drive to marina. 

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