Things happened.
Things didn't happen.
Toppled into black pit of overwhelmness.
Too much to do, too slow, too little energy, too tired of doing it all alone, too little gets done, too little sleep, too much time in bed hiding nearly unable to move.
Unmet expectations.
Negative internal voices too loud.
Can't shut them up.
Anxiety paralysis.
Depression withdrawal.
Question why/how do this move thing.
Should have just stayed where was.
Question how care for whole home, inside & out, all alone.
Reminded of all my faults and failings, all things left undone.
Trying to make needed changes and not happening.
All can do is walk and read.
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