Alone
7 March 2023 Abby Weyr
So tired
Doing everything alone
No one to help
No one to do anything for
All want to do alone
Is sleep
Read
Maybe eat
Tired
Doing what expected
Being where expected
Acting normal
Wish I wouldn’t wake
To another alone day
Or another fake it day
Don’t know what real anymore
Tired
Pushing against stay in bed
Daily mask cleaning
Daily blood pricking
So tired
Doing everything alone
No one to help
No one to do anything for
Every day same
Boring stuff
No fun
No company
Rare invites
Rare accepting invites from me
Everyone else busy
With someone else
Worthless
Bump on log
Hurts to stand
Can’t contribute
Hands don’t work so well either
Harder to read
Hard to hear
Hard to decide
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